If I had a sex life.

All the little things I shouldn't tell people, on the internet for the whole world to see.

The Sword.

I wanna run away and never look back
Finally break from the pack
It’s a constant battle to fight
I’ll run with all my might
Just to feel the sun on my skin
Let the warmth coming sinking in.
Can we break away?
Take what’s left of yesterday?
Will you stand beside me for the fight?
Even after that painful night?
Stay true to what is yours
Even if it breaks you at your core
For this endless battle I hold my sword.

Make Me a Bird.

Broken dreams, and broken hearts.
You and I we’re worlds apart.
Setting up to start the war
Never seeing what we were

Oh your words they bring me life
Spread you’re wings and take flight
You always were, you always were my favorite kind of bird.

Distant love in foreign lands
My heavy is in your hands
Sweet embrace, I take the fall
Always waiting for your call

Oh your word they bring me life
Spread your wings and take flight
You always were, you always were my favorite kind of bird.

Lady Gaga feat. Kendrick Lamar

—Bitch Don't Kill My Vibe

Lady Gaga feat. Kendrick Lamar | Bitch, Don’t Kill My Vibe

(Source: ladyxgaga, via artchet)

Facing Demons.

Tonight, I took a moment to reflected on my past “lovers,” and when I say “lovers” I mean hook ups and guys I’ve gotten way too emotionally invested in. I’m not your typical girl. I’m not skinny and don’t have curves. I’m kind of a box, a box with big boobs. Big boobs that I’ve shown off quite a bit, but that’s another story in itself. Well, back to what I was saying. I’m just not what most guys find attractive.If i dropped 40 pounds then we be in business, but I don’t see that happening. Oh well after sometime of thinking I become very angry, then sorta sad, and then finally content with these past failures. Maybe it’s because I starting to realize I might have someone great right in front of me or maybe it’s because I realize I was crazy for think some people were so wonderful. In the end we’ll just have to see what happens. Until, I will just be a content big breasted box.

That awkward moment when you fall in love with a kick ass person and they will never feel the same way. Let’s just add this to the story of my life.

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My heart hurts you’ve won. You broke my soul and took what you wanted. I hate you now, how could I not? I’ve been lost still yet to be found. You kept me secret, tucked away in your closet. But I speak up. You hate me now, how could you not? I’ve been lost still hoping to be found. You turn your town against me. For my blood they hunt. They hate me now, how could they not? I’ve been lost never to be found.